Stable

Too many days, i cant confess ny feelings here, i am so tired. Last night, i slept earlier without watched my favorite series movie, Merlin. My conditions is much more better than before day by day.Without any distracting and pressure from others, i used to be so relax.So that i can chat and open my Facebook.

I also try explore a new path on my journey to work and it was made my journey heading to office more exciting. New Pathway = Mulong-->Peringat-->Jelawat-->Bachok. Its really cut my costing, from 84KM to 76Km.Therefore i can save a lot my huge car tank.It really make me smile=)

But, Different way and day..different sight viewing i can see around. Yesterday, A group of chicken cross and obstacle my smooth way by stop in a center of road. What a stupid ayam lah!! After i stop, but its not a emergency brake, i give them a way to move and run outside the road. But i do not waste my time, just go on..mampus ko lah ayam.Kalo xnak lari pun, i dah kasik jalan...hahaha.

Then, this morning. I saw a cat run very fast by crossed a huge road.But , it fate not so good because the white car was very nearing to it. Then, it hit the Brown cat and its jump 2 times by rolling over to the road. Kesian kucing tu..Luckily, im not seen that cat fluttering in front of me..for sure, my eyes drop will be out and im crying.huhu.

Bencinya aku!!!

huhuhu..kenapala aku rasa menyampah gile ngn sorang technician pat aku keje ni.bull s**t jek.....huh.die bajet aku terer nk mampos!

hello...aku pn dah lama tinggal.n aku nk blaja balik lam bidang aku.die ingt kite jadi prgrmer, tau sume benda,,,org dah keje 4-5 thun pn..

xsemestnya leh hndle benda ni dalam masa shari la bongok!cakap cm xnk pndang muka...pastu.dok perli2..cakap prgrmer, xkan xleh wat..siot jek.cam b**i!huh...menyampah gile.padahal die nk larikan diri die dari kena install system baru...die rasa tertekan la.coz nanti bos akn tny die..die nk soh aku hndle system lama dlu.b4 system baru tu jadik...what d hell.dah ko kena wat...go on jela.aku pn dah lama tingl benda alah tu..aku kena ingt balik.si prgrmer lama dlu mmg terer tahap gaban.budak terer n minat benda ni..kite yg beginer ni..slow learner..kena la slow2.xdela...terer trus.ni aku rasa cam nk cari pluang p keje KL in IT field...at least scope die meluas. n xmacam ni.huhu.

Sriosly, aku menyampah..nak larikan diri...tkut die kena..tpi mmg tu tugas aku.aku admit..tapi aku pn xtau..software tu beli..cari la org yg jual software tu..die pn xde training ke pe tuk guna...handle with error.huhuhu.Aku mtk2 sgt org baru masuk nnti bleh wat....mmh bgus la.untung terer,tapi.........aku akan lebih suka kalo die gak xleh wat.sebab nanti org akn tau..xsume org leh paham system org wat ni...lagi satu kite x di ajar..each function..tuk pe..n so what ever!nk try godek2 pn xreti..dah la system tu kat depan ramai2..nk repair..ramai je mata memandng.huh...menyampah gile.dont ever u compare me to him...im not same range and level with him.N if aku xlama kat situ pn aku xkisah...memang dasar kronisme..kalo nk wat baik gile..hanya sama2 geng die...kaum kerabat die jek.orang lua ni...ada nk layan..ada xnk layan.huh!

Aku memang nk blaja lagi...but plis dont put me on too much higher expectations and plis do not underestimated me.Benci tul berada di situasi ni..n his face over shadow still clear in my mind.benci~

balik pn lewat tadi..ada system error lak.yang tu smbung sbtu nnti..yg tu leh gak aku wat..nampk gak la benda nk wat..edit.huhu...sabtu nt continue...tu ak cm nmpk gak la.yg thumbprint tu..system recognition tu..mana ak nm sentuh tau.

error die :"error while executing the query, duplicate unique violate key constraints ""

ni cam error time nk save data..ada data yang maybe unique key die dah ada...die reforce nk soh bubuh.cam Primary key la..xleh benda sama..tahlah.aku pn xtau..haha.beyond my control.

6.20 gerak tadi...smapi umah 7.06 minit...ok la..xsmpi 1jam pn..even bawak slow jek td.nk sep minyak...even pagi td dah race ngn viva hitam....hahaha.best2.try guna jalan baru...xpenah lalu.tp td rasa nk try...dah betul dah.tpi last2...g patah jalan jauh gak.patut die belom je kiri..n msuk junction tu..belok kanan...n smapi la kat highway dekat umah.hahahah....tapi xpe.as long aku dah tau dah jalan die...so nanti, leh balik ikut situ..time pegi jalan ikut yg aku dah biasa tu..baru menarik sikit..tgk laluan berbeza..ni hari2 laluan sama..busan gak.nnti xnmpk lak mamat2 hensem tepi jalan variety sikit..keke

sok cuti!~yes...istirehat n shopping time:)

Definitely Silent!

all around me related by each others..so,thus..what i need to do???keep on silent!huhuhu.But trying to give out some idea to talk..huhu.Than, they all around me stand like asistant but seems never.Their expectations is too much...always kept saying 'ni ada org pandai..ada org terer' it not a praise but cam perli jek!huhu.hate so much.My first aim is to learn back what i leave by past...but,huhuhu....only 3 days here.Terdaya kah aku nk melawan semua ini?just wait n see..haha.i always be positive:)

Craps

Its really something like stupid and freak today..i thought meet new one brings toward me a hope..but never,it might be some miserable ?uwaaa....cuak betul rasa skng.hadui....tapi xpe, still eager to learn and adapt it:) chaiyokkk!!!

New Place @ New People @ New Environment

Today is my first day as officially here. Be a lone ranger person, by walking personally without someone accompanying really tested my mind and my acceptance here. My last chosen here hope not myself felt regret at all. Never! This is my promise. Because i really want to gain new experience but I face one condition, learning by myself, without someone guideline. It is strange for me because this time I adapt job and learn it. Previous programmer quit from here base on what other people here informed. He’s got too many jobs to handle. Monitor system, Network and recover any error occurs really make this person working under pressure. And…….it might be same things will happen to me? Huhu. For time being, I really collect all strengthens to build my self confidence. Only know some people here “K.su..K.dayah..k.ira…En Haris kak Yati..Na.” Only this person I met today and recognize them. Even they were so busy with their own task, I may not disturb and distracted them. But I feel empty and lonely instead I love to chat.haha. Busan la…….tgk je pc ni. Yela, aku kan byk ckap..Then bile xleh borak ni..Rasa cam pelik la.huhu.OK, by now, I want to meet k.su..Already mention her that I want to see her after lunch hour. I want to go through the system details.Get well prepare for the next day….

makan..makan. & makan

pesal aku asyik lapa je skng?makan tanpa leh cntrol...aritu leh gak control.tgk nasik cm xmakan xpe..tapi nape lately i cant handle this situations?huhu...aduhaii....

Run

Running to R.Pnjng...find stuff for my online Shop..alhamdullh...byk gk dpt..rezeki:)

Smpi umah dah kul 6...pegi soram2 jek.